Wednesday, September 28, 2005
everyone has their own lives,
everyones a puppet
our fates are all written in the stars, and we re on earth to act out the play
some have lead roles, some direct the plays, many have no choice but to accept their more than often awful parts
and a few have simply no script to read out
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i wonder why the gods gave me such an interesting script. lifes been a thrilling rollercoaster ride all along.
it seemed all so fun and wonderful at first
until i realized it doesnt just stop there
it wouldnt stop plunging downwards
and im already half dead, being forced to sit and endure everything
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in my script, i was destined to meet you in one of my very interesting years.
you opened a whole new world to me, a world full of surprises, back-stabbing, cheating, lies, hurt, false pretences, fake facades, greed,,
and you made me realize how its like to be really living
it was all new to a young me. and i had a path to choose, you told me
you showed me the 2 ways i could go, and i had to choose either one and build my adult personality, my own identity that will stick with me for life.
i was still young, very naive and stupid,,
i choose the path youve been walking on.
and yes, i know what will happen.
why did i look at heaven and hell, and choose hell, i dont know
but i dont feel remorse or regret.
im just interested to know what will be of you in 6 years time.
that would be me in 14 years time.
*fret not if you think what im talking about makes no sense, youre only normal*
just dont ask me to explain. please.
2:44 PM
